<?xml version='1.0' encoding='UTF-8'?><?xml-stylesheet href="http://www.blogger.com/styles/atom.css" type="text/css"?><feed xmlns='http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom' xmlns:openSearch='http://a9.com/-/spec/opensearchrss/1.0/' xmlns:georss='http://www.georss.org/georss' xmlns:gd='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005' xmlns:thr='http://purl.org/syndication/thread/1.0'><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897073533934012250</id><updated>2011-04-21T22:58:14.871-04:00</updated><title type='text'>c notes</title><subtitle type='html'>:: notes to and from cancer patients ::</subtitle><link rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#feed' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/feeds/posts/default'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default?max-results=100'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/'/><link rel='hub' href='http://pubsubhubbub.appspot.com/'/><author><name>c notes</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11906267009543728610</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><generator version='7.00' uri='http://www.blogger.com'>Blogger</generator><openSearch:totalResults>7</openSearch:totalResults><openSearch:startIndex>1</openSearch:startIndex><openSearch:itemsPerPage>100</openSearch:itemsPerPage><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897073533934012250.post-7619962677927237654</id><published>2008-02-22T00:18:00.002-05:00</published><updated>2008-02-22T00:26:22.927-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Am I So Different</title><content type='html'>Am I so different because I've lost my hair,&lt;br /&gt;is that the reason you feel a need to stare,&lt;br /&gt;am I so different because of things I cannot do,&lt;br /&gt;does that really make me less normal than you,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Am I so different, so different from you,&lt;br /&gt;is making me uncomfortable a pleasure for you,&lt;br /&gt;if my looks are upsetting to one and all,&lt;br /&gt;just try and remember that my life is no fun at all,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You see me like this and wince as I pass by,&lt;br /&gt;never once do you notice the tear in my eye,&lt;br /&gt;it's not illness or pain that makes me cry,i&lt;br /&gt;ts your stares and snide comments as I walk by,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, please, I implore you, take this to heart,&lt;br /&gt;I am truly human, not a species apart,&lt;br /&gt;this illness is my burden, a heavy one too,&lt;br /&gt;if not for a misfortune, this me could be you,&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My life is now a battle,&lt;br /&gt;this cancer I must fight,&lt;br /&gt;your cruel and hurtful prattle,&lt;br /&gt;pains me day and night,&lt;br /&gt;instead of pain and sorrow,&lt;br /&gt;give me your smile that's true and bright,&lt;br /&gt;walk with me through each tomorrow,&lt;br /&gt;don't shun me out of fright.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;-from a truly amazing person, writer, and friend.&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7897073533934012250-7619962677927237654?l=cancernotes.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/feeds/7619962677927237654/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7897073533934012250&amp;postID=7619962677927237654' title='2 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/7619962677927237654'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/7619962677927237654'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/2008/02/am-i-so-different.html' title='Am I So Different'/><author><name>c notes</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11906267009543728610</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>2</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897073533934012250.post-4900794892865160497</id><published>2008-02-13T14:36:00.005-05:00</published><updated>2008-02-13T15:38:55.138-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Crowded and Fighting</title><content type='html'>&lt;center&gt;a poem emailed in. click to enlarge.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R7NG87-lVHI/AAAAAAAAAFs/X_hAvyIiQR0/s1600-h/009Crowded.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5166551210230371442" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R7NG87-lVHI/AAAAAAAAAFs/X_hAvyIiQR0/s320/009Crowded.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;And a reminder to fight.&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R7NVNL-lVJI/AAAAAAAAAF8/Qnp0xOuZ-5c/s1600-h/010fight.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5166566882566034578" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R7NVNL-lVJI/AAAAAAAAAF8/Qnp0xOuZ-5c/s320/010fight.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7897073533934012250-4900794892865160497?l=cancernotes.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/feeds/4900794892865160497/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7897073533934012250&amp;postID=4900794892865160497' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/4900794892865160497'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/4900794892865160497'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/2008/02/crowded.html' title='Crowded and Fighting'/><author><name>c notes</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11906267009543728610</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R7NG87-lVHI/AAAAAAAAAFs/X_hAvyIiQR0/s72-c/009Crowded.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897073533934012250.post-2135246242011527083</id><published>2008-01-29T23:44:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-29T23:47:43.239-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Heart and Soul</title><content type='html'>&lt;center&gt;Heart and Soul- a poem in memory of a great friend&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;(click to enlarge)&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R6AAy1hPMcI/AAAAAAAAADk/aetSkLoKOzM/s1600-h/008EvanPoem.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5161126046326534594" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R6AAy1hPMcI/AAAAAAAAADk/aetSkLoKOzM/s200/008EvanPoem.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7897073533934012250-2135246242011527083?l=cancernotes.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/feeds/2135246242011527083/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7897073533934012250&amp;postID=2135246242011527083' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/2135246242011527083'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/2135246242011527083'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/2008/01/heart-and-soul.html' title='Heart and Soul'/><author><name>c notes</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11906267009543728610</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R6AAy1hPMcI/AAAAAAAAADk/aetSkLoKOzM/s72-c/008EvanPoem.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897073533934012250.post-6984580342163460555</id><published>2008-01-27T22:24:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-27T23:37:02.812-05:00</updated><title type='text'>The Price of a Constellation</title><content type='html'>&lt;center&gt;Two textual pieces today, both emailed in.&lt;br /&gt;(Click to enlarge)&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;The Price of a Constellation: a poem on oral chemotherapy&lt;/center&gt;&lt;a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R51LQFhPMYI/AAAAAAAAADE/_dj_ku-Jk3E/s1600-h/006constellation.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5160363487768031618" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R51LQFhPMYI/AAAAAAAAADE/_dj_ku-Jk3E/s320/006constellation.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;I'm Tumbling Down a Hill: a diagnosis story&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R51bd1hPMbI/AAAAAAAAADc/vQ45phTxwug/s1600-h/007tumblingdiagnosis.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5160381316177277362" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R51bd1hPMbI/AAAAAAAAADc/vQ45phTxwug/s200/007tumblingdiagnosis.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;Thanks for your submissions!&lt;/center&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7897073533934012250-6984580342163460555?l=cancernotes.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/feeds/6984580342163460555/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7897073533934012250&amp;postID=6984580342163460555' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/6984580342163460555'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/6984580342163460555'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/2008/01/price-of-constellation.html' title='The Price of a Constellation'/><author><name>c notes</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11906267009543728610</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R51LQFhPMYI/AAAAAAAAADE/_dj_ku-Jk3E/s72-c/006constellation.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897073533934012250.post-1085899310939365129</id><published>2008-01-23T22:47:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-25T12:00:57.056-05:00</updated><title type='text'>Thanks i2y!</title><content type='html'>&lt;center&gt;Special Thanks to &lt;a href="http://imtooyoungforthis.com/"&gt;imtooyoungforthis.com&lt;/a&gt; for adding a &lt;a href="http://www.imtooyoungforthis.org/community/i2y-blogs.shtml"&gt;link&lt;/a&gt; on their site to our blog. They have an awesome website designed for the cancer patients that fall somewhere in between pediatric and geriatric. They offer loads of resources and a great young adult cancer community. Not to mention, we're big fans of &lt;a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0qDOzx2n84U"&gt;Matthew Z&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R5gLQlhPMWI/AAAAAAAAACs/s_p1kdVzVs4/s1600-h/mz.jpg"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5158885752730235234" style="DISPLAY: block; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; CURSOR: hand; TEXT-ALIGN: center" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R5gLQlhPMWI/AAAAAAAAACs/s_p1kdVzVs4/s320/mz.jpg" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;Also, check out Matthew's radio show, "&lt;a href="http://www.nowlive.com/desktop/default.aspx?id=100209492"&gt;The Stupid Cancer Show&lt;/a&gt;," Mondays at 9pm est./6pm pst.&lt;/p&gt;&lt;p&gt;PS. We'll be checking our P.O. Box this weekend! &lt;/p&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7897073533934012250-1085899310939365129?l=cancernotes.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/feeds/1085899310939365129/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7897073533934012250&amp;postID=1085899310939365129' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/1085899310939365129'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/1085899310939365129'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/2008/01/thanks-i2y.html' title='Thanks i2y!'/><author><name>c notes</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11906267009543728610</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R5gLQlhPMWI/AAAAAAAAACs/s_p1kdVzVs4/s72-c/mz.jpg' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897073533934012250.post-6842281439030028260</id><published>2008-01-12T03:17:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-14T14:38:23.948-05:00</updated><title type='text'>our first notes</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;span style="font-family:verdana;"&gt;click notes to enlarge&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R4h6QOnnQCI/AAAAAAAAAAs/gI4CIznfPLE/s1600-h/002Friends.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5154504192746274850" style="MARGIN: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; CURSOR: pointer" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R4h6QOnnQCI/AAAAAAAAAAs/gI4CIznfPLE/s320/002Friends.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R4h6QunnQDI/AAAAAAAAAA0/V73XnzPebUU/s1600-h/001Sudoku.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5154504201336209458" style="MARGIN: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; CURSOR: pointer" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R4h6QunnQDI/AAAAAAAAAA0/V73XnzPebUU/s320/001Sudoku.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R4h5iOnnP-I/AAAAAAAAAAM/YFA3unkAzcE/s1600-h/004Blood.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5154503402472292322" style="MARGIN: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; CURSOR: pointer" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R4h5iOnnP-I/AAAAAAAAAAM/YFA3unkAzcE/s320/004Blood.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R4h5iunnP_I/AAAAAAAAAAU/7ayStmul128/s1600-h/003Hair.JPG"&gt;&lt;img id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5154503411062226930" style="MARGIN: 0pt 10px 10px 0pt; CURSOR: pointer" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R4h5iunnP_I/AAAAAAAAAAU/7ayStmul128/s320/003Hair.JPG" border="0" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7897073533934012250-6842281439030028260?l=cancernotes.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/feeds/6842281439030028260/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7897073533934012250&amp;postID=6842281439030028260' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/6842281439030028260'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/6842281439030028260'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/2008/01/our-first-notes.html' title='our first notes'/><author><name>c notes</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11906267009543728610</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><media:thumbnail xmlns:media='http://search.yahoo.com/mrss/' url='http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_H88OQrlUUKQ/R4h6QOnnQCI/AAAAAAAAAAs/gI4CIznfPLE/s72-c/002Friends.JPG' height='72' width='72'/><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry><entry><id>tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7897073533934012250.post-4269642693837402593</id><published>2008-01-09T17:45:00.000-05:00</published><updated>2008-01-14T14:39:02.732-05:00</updated><title type='text'>SEND A NOTE</title><content type='html'>&lt;div align="center"&gt;We have a P.O. Box!&lt;/div&gt;&lt;div class="blogger-post-footer"&gt;&lt;img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7897073533934012250-4269642693837402593?l=cancernotes.blogspot.com' alt='' /&gt;&lt;/div&gt;</content><link rel='replies' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/feeds/4269642693837402593/comments/default' title='Post Comments'/><link rel='replies' type='text/html' href='http://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=7897073533934012250&amp;postID=4269642693837402593' title='0 Comments'/><link rel='edit' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/4269642693837402593'/><link rel='self' type='application/atom+xml' href='http://www.blogger.com/feeds/7897073533934012250/posts/default/4269642693837402593'/><link rel='alternate' type='text/html' href='http://cancernotes.blogspot.com/2008/01/send-note.html' title='SEND A NOTE'/><author><name>c notes</name><uri>http://www.blogger.com/profile/11906267009543728610</uri><email>noreply@blogger.com</email><gd:image rel='http://schemas.google.com/g/2005#thumbnail' width='16' height='16' src='http://img2.blogblog.com/img/b16-rounded.gif'/></author><thr:total>0</thr:total></entry></feed>
